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oh god. oh god. oh god. oh god.
I am on my knees at your altar, praying to your radiance, moving my lips in hymn to your every breath. I need to devote myself to you and your happiness like I could never devote myself to anything else, I need to be your apostle and your guiding light. your sheepdog, your exoskeleton. oh god. I need to be inside you and wrapped around you and I need to breathe you in just to hold you somewhere safe behind the bars of my chest. oh god. I love you like I've never loved anything. your laugh is wind chimes on a summer's day, the imperceptible sound of a drooling strand of honey as it descends into a cup of tea, the senseless and beautiful babbling of a river. oh god. your smile is like nothing else, impossible to make comparison and it would feel an insult to try. oh god. I love you.
oh god. oh god. oh god. oh god.
I am on my knees at your altar, praying to your radiance, moving my lips in hymn to your every breath. I need to devote myself to you and your happiness like I could never devote myself to anything else, I need to be your apostle and your guiding light. your sheepdog, your exoskeleton. oh god. I need to be inside you and wrapped around you and I need to breathe you in just to hold you somewhere safe behind the bars of my chest. oh god. I love you like I've never loved anything. your laugh is wind chimes on a summer's day, the imperceptible sound of a drooling strand of honey as it descends into a cup of tea, the senseless and beautiful babbling of a river. oh god. your smile is like nothing else, impossible to make comparison and it would feel an insult to try. oh god. I love you.
oh god. oh god. oh god. oh god.
